listening to: radiohead- no surprises

its really dark in here, i'm just alone in this place with eyes locked to the comp screen. haz took hamish to the spa, they'll be back later, an hour or two..kiki and the rest of the gang are down stairs at the mamak, rafeh and akshay went to play with the cat, richard is sleeping on the bed, mustafa is lock in his room, and everybody else went somewhere i dont know...i wonder how things are gonna turn up later...hmm i nearly got caught by my mom, lying. i dont like lying but sometimes i have to or else i wont get the chance to have my liberation. i miss her.
my lecturer daniel always made a face whenever i show him my work, and i dont understand that face..something like the "are you sure?" kinda look ya know? the comments i get for my work are always gothic, dark or even political..like what the hell?
i wish i could be at the time of the hippies, abandon all responsibilities to do something for the world. but if i have to relive the hippy days, more people were going to die in battles and there's racism, prejudice and such shit..