boom doom

i cant escape the idea of having a presentation tomorrow, a process presentation and i dont have any prop to demonstrate, just great.
this is what you get for late work, you're just unprepared.
i feel lately like i'm very inept or inert, which suck buttocks! there're these clouds that surround me so i cant refocus, like i'm still in the process in between falling asleep and waking up. and i hate the feeling and i feel it everyday.
and i'm deeply upset that i'm starting to smoke again but not constantly. the smart thing is that i dont buy them i asked around hahah..oh slap me!
i cant wait to go home, its been too long. i need to rest. and its good to see me mom again and my brother who just had his 15th birthday yesterday, he's a big boy now. hope he's behaving well.
i forgot to wish hamish happy birthday, whoops....he'll forgive me :)