a typical sunday

listening to: sheryl crow- if it makes you happy

i woke up today morning with a burning feeling in my throat as if somebody scratched a coin on the wall of it. i felt really tired so then i passed out again at 2 pm with 70% of my upper body on the bed and the rest touching the floor, which was weird. it was so hot these days and i tend to sweat like nobody's business and i get annoyed really quickly and i want to punch the faces of the biggest culprits of global warming. it was an annoying day and there were only kiki and me sitting in the living room. there i dreamt of the rain, i wanted it to fall. i love the smell of it. but it only rained for a few minutes and then the sun started shining again.
it was a loud afternoon because there was this "person" who was banging on the door for several times until kiki and me wanted to look for that person and pull his/her hair. but at night, it was quiet and it was only me. kiki went to bed early ( she goes to bed early these days and i dont know the fuck why), maisha disappeared ( and i dont know the fuck why) and leyla locked herself in her room and bury herself in her assignments (typical her but we love you, leyla). i slide opened the balcony door and sat outside, staring into the dark jungle. i noticed there was somebody standing on the balcony next door because i could smell her cigarette smoke from where i was sitting. i refused to look who it was because she might think i'm a freak but i stole a glance anyway because i was curious. and yes she was a chick smoking her cigarette and i didnt know who she was. so i sat back on the chair and stared back at the jungle and hope i dont unexpectedly see a ghost in there. i hoped the chick was a guy so that we could actually start a conversation like in those movies where romance started so unexpectedly, a romance with a stanger? what the heck..
i noticed several things as i sat outside:
1. there was smoke coming out from the jungle.
2. many cars drived by beneath me.
3. there were no stars because of the blinding lights from the toll and buildings.
4. my cigarette burned fast.
5. the chick next door was gone.
6. there was no ramli burger.
7. only black people walked this road at night .